Hearts In A Cage
sweet savory lust

to : rooftops

i'll like to sit one you one day(:
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see that girl drinking the yeo's soya bean milk with the towel drape over her neck. well she is my HUSBAND. yupp, imma married. but she never propose to me with a ring or anything, she also never give me anything de. damn sadist right? but still she has always been there to listen to my rants and raves. she is .aggressive . agile .alert . bold . daring . high-spirited . lively . nimble . engaging . an iphone user . and has a damn irritating boyfriend that gets on my nerve. heehee kailing i heart you ttm (:

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sometimes i want to scratch myself out of my skin, to see what is on the other side. i wanted to jump off bridges into seas of concrete. at times when failure was a tidal wave, my life becomes a finite line - the end of which, through some cosmic joke, i could not seem to reach. there were days when i am fine. and then there were days when i took census counts of people who seemed happy, and those who seemed in pain. there were days when it made perfect sense to drink boiling water, of suffocate in the refrigerator, or walk out into the heat and die. god i hope that it isnt wrong for me to want to die. but sometimes life becomes so tough and dangerous that i really cannot continue. when i cannot cope with the raging fever. and just want it to end.

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